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How I Quit My Job

I have left my job voluntarily twice so far. My last one was due to health issues, engagement to my now husband working in New York, and also accepted for a full scholarship for my MBA in the States. So deciding to quit my second employment was much easier to make than my first employment.

For this post, I’d like to share the circumstances and decisions that I took in leaving my first job. I am sure there are many of you thinking about leaving your job and either can’t decide or afraid of the possibilities and changes that it brings.

I sat down, asked myself several questions which I tried to answer as honestly as I could. Nobody needs to see your notes, so don’t be afraid to be honest to yourself!

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When I Grow Up….

If you ask the 6 year old me, “What do you want to be when you grow up?” I would answer “A hacker! So that I can rob a bank remotely!”

Yeah, I blame those tv shows…

Growing up, I did nothing special in computer related stuff though. I wasn’t one of those 11 years old hacker. Just had your average class using a computer, with those floppy disks. Oh God, that makes me sound so old!

When I got into high school, I grew some interest in politics. Indonesia was undergoing a major political transition from Soeharto to a new president so there were so many things happening. I remember asking my teacher what she’d think and she answered “Somebody will probably shoot you!”
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Raising Team’s Morale

In the first year of my full time employment, I walked into the office with a big smile on my face everyday and greeted everyone I walked past with a “Good morning!”. It wasn’t until I got assigned a really big, difficult project loaded with difficult client & office politics that I would have headache every morning.

I felt my energy level steadily decreasing as soon as I left home, and drained completely when I walked into the office, resulting in a grumpy face and my morning greetings dissapeared. I was agitated and impatient all the time, and I had difficulties sleeping. When I woke up, it felt like I hadn’t slept at all. Pretty soon my health started falling and I had to take an unpaid leave to recover. Read More

My best friends and I

My Partners in Crime

I’m one of those people who don’t have much friends growing up. Even a close friend usually drifted apart after a few years. It got worse when I started studying overseas, where I moved to a different country every few years. I tend to lose contact with them when I moved.

During my school days, other students seem to have different interests, so I didn’t talk that much either. I was that girl who always ate alone during lunch hours, but I didn’t mind at all.

Things turned around when I started my first full time job in Jakarta. The IT company was full of people around my age, and we had common interests like online games and anime. I had more friends than ever.

Instant BFF

On my first day in the company, I was assigned to a desk next to a new Business Analyst who came 3 months before me. We were assigned together for our first project, where I started my Project Management journey. Maybe because we were equally struggling in our new roles, we bonded almost instantly.

Susi and Me

Susi and me

We do have our differences though. Susi is a stylish girl, when I could barely walk in high heels and had no sense of fashion. In the earlier days, she’d constantly criticised my work outfit or stopped me mid-sentence “Wait! This is a new shirt, right?” (she knows my clothes better than I do).

So over time, I evolved to survive. At first I paid more attention to my outfit so I wouldn’t have to tip-toed around the fashion police (read: Susi) every morning. Then I started noticing the differences in clients’ attitude towards me when I started to dress better. So I am grateful for her advice.

Well that’s the good part of the story, the bad part is I got a whole new obsession with shoes and bags (I blame her for that). When I go out with my friends, and you see me only wearing t-shirt, jeans and old sandals, you can bet that’s because Susi is not around.

That Moody Geek in the Corner

During the first few months of my employment, I had the feeling that my programmers tend to markup their estimates, because I was this new clueless PM. So I would always get a second opinion from infamously sullen and unfriendly Head of Developer (back then), Isyak.

Isyak and Me

He always seemed to be in a bad mood, sulking while staring at his monitor. The programmers pretty much tip-toed around him all the time. If there was a problem in the core of the system that require his effort, the project teams would rather take extra effort building a workaround themselves rather than asking him.

I remember the horror on one programmer’s face when she realized her commited source code crashed Isyak’s. Priceless moment…

After spending a lot of time talking to him, turned out that he wasn’t so bad. He can get grumpy real fast, but that’s just depend on how you phrase your requests and questions.

My Muse

Berry quickly turned out to be my fountain of productivity. My day couldn’t start until I dropped into his cubicle and chat (read: smack/pinch/abuse him). When I got stuck doing my work, all I needed to do was to find him and give him a smack, and ideas would start pouring in. Of course that means he’d try to hide whenever he saw me. This is reflected by pictures of me lovingly abuse him and his adorable cheeks 🤣

Berry and Me

That Loudmouth Who Grows on You

Last but not least, Tjiputra. This guy is practically Isyak’s soulmate, so when I started hanging out with Isyak, Tjiputra was also in the package. He was one of the most noticable guy in the company, because he spent his working days walking around the office while talking loudly.

Since he left not too long after I joined the company, we mostly meet each other during lunch hours and weekends. He started his own company, and I learned a lot on management from him. His company also supported my wedding by providing the electronic guest passes and he went out of his way to make sure that my wedding went well.

TY and Me

When Your Bosses are Close Friends

So these guys, they were either heads or the best seniors in their own respective departments. When the heads of the departments are best friends, it can either make the staff jobs easier when they need something, or a nightmare when they make a mistake.

I also get to hear them passionately complained about the PMs like I’m not a PM. Made me wonder if they ever bashed me in that way hahahaha.

We became close friends because we have similar hobbies other than our similar struggles. For example, Isyak and me are MMORPG players, the guys got me into the dark force (read: photography) while Susi loves being photographed. They helped me through one of my darkest time, and this is the most important thing, we support each other.

Group Photo

this post is inspired by Daily Post – Something So Strong

Project Manager & Business Analyst Deadly Combo

Requirement is the base of any project, cause you can’t (or shouldn’t anyway) create plans and schedule when you don’t know what to make. A definite and concise requirement is critical for a Project Manager to produce realistic and accurate (close enough, at least) project schedule. Therefore the teamwork of a Project Manager (PM) and Business Analyst (BA) is very crucial in a project.

When I started as a Junior PM, I had to learn things on my own by chasing down relevant seniors, sitting in a lot of requirement meetings and researching things. After 3 years, my BA friend and I were coaching and supervising the newcomers. We found that in most project, the two roles were often in conflict with each other.

Common Business Analyst prejudice against Project Managers

1. Do not have the initiative to understand high-level project requirement documents.

This was true with some PMs and I still don’t get why they do this. It is understandable to refer to your BAs when you are new, but when you are still doing that after months into a project, or into your employment in the company, then it is also understandable that your value is questionable.

These things can take time, but the least you can do to your own credibility is to appear that you know what you are selling in front of the customer who is paying for your services. You don’t have to know more than your BA, in fact, it is troubling if you know more than your BA. However, if you pass every little question to someone else, pretty soon people are going to bypass you.

2. Changes scope or business requirement without consulting the BA

This is more likely to happen when the PM has minimal understanding of the system/product, and also when they are easily intimidated by customers. The end result usually revolves around unrealistic deadline, agreement to deliver something out of the scope, or even conflicting features with the existing system.

BA is generally responsible for the requirements, so when this happens, it is very likely that the PM and BA will start putting blames on each other. Also, once something is agreed by the PM, the customer will hold on to it with all their might. You will find it difficult to fix any problems arising from this.

3. Lack of communication/leadership

I have met several PMs that established “I am your boss, you are to do what I tell you” mentality with their teams. Some of them barely communicated their plans, and goals to the team. Some expected people in other departments to immediately work on their requests, and just drop whatever they were doing at the moment. This usually ends up in ugly arguments, resentment and resulting in bad quality.

The way I see it, a PM is there to support his team in doing their work. He is not there just to tell them what to do, he is there to make their work easier. Managers need to understand that without their team, he/she can’t work. Unless you are a PM & BA & Programmer, but if that’s the case, then you don’t have a team anyway

Common Project Manager prejudice against Business Analyst

1. Do not actually analyze the requirements.

This more likely to happen with a timid BA or less knowledgeable ones. They don’t want to argue with the client or stakeholders and just parroting what was asked of them. If coupled with a PM who doesn’t understand the system or requirement, the result can be disastrous.

It is common for customers to ask for what they want, not what they need. It’s even more common that the customers do not actually know what they need or even want. That’s why they hired you. The BA should analyze what is the client’s actual business problem and build a solution to solve it, even if it might be totally different than what they asked

2. Their work are unusable by other project team members

There were some cases where the requirement documents were too general so that the system analyst or the programmer couldn’t understand the workflow. Some were inconsistent throughout different functions, or features were left out. The worst ones were the ones made without consulting the system analyst or the programmers, those tend to include some unavailable technology or require us to provide human sacrifice for a miracle to happen.

How to run a project team

1. Set expectations from both sides at the beginning of a project

I usually do this in the first team meeting. Three things that I expect from my team members: they get their task done when they say they will, they take pride in their work and they come to me when they have a problem, sooner than later. It is important for the team to understand that the sooner we acknowledge a problem, the more options that we have.

2. Be interested in learning

I made effort to sit in the business and technical requirement meeting as many as I could. Although I just sat with my mouth shut, I managed to grasp what our products do better than reading thick documentations. Take notes, and ask a lot of questions. A PM is not supposed to know everything, and he should know when to ask for help.

I am grateful that I made the effort. I was able to compensate newer BAs in meetings with customer, I earned more respect from the customer which in turn bolster my credibility when negotiating with them. Also it is important that my team members could not markup their mandays easily 😉

What are your experiences dealing with a PM or a BA? Do you have any suggestion for me to do better?

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Losing My Scholarship??

It all started when I got my midterm grades, a B- and a C for two out of five classes in my first semester of MBA. Chills went down my spine, those grades mean that there was a big chance of my GPA to fall below 3.0, which also means that I might lose my scholarship.

What went wrong?

I am currently under Indonesian government scholarship to pursue my MBA for two years, and a 3.0 GPA is needed to keep my scholarship. Losing it in the first semester is not funny.

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Menyatukan Keluarga lewat Makan Bersama

Anggota keluarga dalam satu rumah biasanya punya prinsip dan cara pandang yang mirip dan beda, tapi satu hal yang semua anggota keluarga ku hobi banget… Makan enak!

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